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today's entry will be a mixture of english and chinese as and when i like, to show that im bilingual! hahaha. okay just kidding. just have the sudden urge to type in chinese. im missing the use of the chinese language alot. haha. i think it's time for me to reply my china penpal. but it's very difficult for me to say comforting words in chinese. sighs. i'll just try. i have sthg i wanna post to her since eons ago!

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anyway, im so sad la! everybody's found jobs.. and nobody can go out with me, except on weekends! so currently, im like free next tues and fri! book me please!! if not i won't have enough fun before starting work! ): oh ya i forgot. everybody doesnt include sinyee (the slug) btw! hahaha. she's forever in the "im-looking-for-a-job" stage.. for EVERY holiday. and she'll end up doing road shows (not as the model pls) and not having a regular job. tsktskk. and that explains why she was able to go out with me on Friday!

okay so we went town on Friday and i was so glad i didnt bump into Nageb cos he told me he was going there on Friday too. but i bet he was kidding la. you should have seen me gasping when i saw this head bent down that looks like his! bald and shiny but streaks of hair at the side! but luckily it wasnt him.. and!! i think ive done soooo muuucch online shopping that i could recognize soooo many similar pieces that were sold both online and at FarEast. and furthermore, i remembered which site was selling what and for how much and for some pieces, the measurements.. *GASP* but i didnt like deliberately memorised the figures.. and i kept telling sy i saw which piece where and how much yadayada until she got quite annoyed and told me i should use my photographic brain on my studies! but it doesnt work la. my brain only works for things that interests me. sighs~ and after half a day there, i can safely say that as compared to the pieces they are selling, online shopping is cheaper. but the fact that we cant try and cant scrutinize at every bit of the clothing etc offsets the whole thing i guess.

in conclusion, i think i will continue shopping online. hahahaha.

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昨天依旧在 youth service 后，与 cellies 到了 motherland 吃晚餐。可能表面上我看起来还好，但是偶尔会觉得融不进他们的世界。可能是 frequency 不一样的关系吧？但也不至于听不懂他们说的话。只是有时他们说的笑话，我觉得一点都不好笑。总觉得自己在他们面前很放不开。跟一些人说话，总是战战兢兢的，偶尔说的话并不是心理所想的。觉得自己好虚伪。有时候，觉得蛮辛苦的。可是我又不想因为这些小挫折而逃避去 cell group 或 youth service. 毕竟已经撑了四，五个月了。因为是我的 year 2008 resolution, 真的不想这么轻易就放弃。

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其实觉得自己是不会被你影响的，可是不知道为什么自己总是不知不觉地注意你的一举一动。然后，被你所说的一些话语影响。我不太想继续思考其中的原因，因为太累了。

在不该下雨的季节里，我们平行的思念被连根拔起。